I’m writing here to briefly describe my experience to see if anyone has had anything similar. I’ve never read of a similar experience so any feedback would be greatly appreciated.
It all started when I thought the people upstairs were talking about me smoking on the balcony. Soon those voices followed me to my job and spoke to me there. Soon i could also hear people in my office talking to me and to each other (even though they weren’t). Other voices also started to appear to be coming from the a/c units in my apt. And over a short period of time these voices became characters in a virtual, game-like world that overlapped the real one. My interactions became one of conflict, like battles where i was able to create objects or soldiers to fight against innumerable forces that would attack me. One example of a non fighting situation was where i created a team of specialists that would live in the lobby of my building, but could be called upon to remove bugs (listening devices) from my apartment put there by outside forces. It was a constant cat and mouse game. Also in this virtual/game world I had assassins come after me as well as ghosts and i could sense where they were along with other characters. I could not see them with my eyes open (except for one time with the ghosts thru a glass door) but i could see where they were in my mind and feel them if they were close.
At one point, some of the characters said i “beat the game” and would be let go from it. This was a relief as they had made me repeat many many times that “this is real”. However their attempt to kill me and therefore release me from the game was unsuccessful, and instead i ended up with god like powers. I would still be attacked, along with some friends i had made (who i defend to this day) but I became only limited my my imagination to create ways, objects, technology… ect to fight them with. This parallel world remains persistent and is one in which i live on a daily basis, in addition to the reality we all know.
As part of these powers i have, if i think something it usually happens which can be horrible, so most the time when I’m “logged into this world” i picture myself on the moon, as far away from anything i can destroy as possible.
Just to recap a few of the characters: Secret Ops communication guys, co-workers, neighbors, parents, Orbs, God, the Lucifer, ordinary people in large groups, people with special powers, Monsters (with portals to this world), assassins with laser guns, Ghosts (i would feel chills while walking over/thru them), Aliens (Zetas and Betas), Computers (that talk), police… just to name a few.
I’ve been on medication for over a year now which makes things easier, but this other world still remains. Has anyone come across an experience like this? Or would like to share some comments. Any feedback would be appreciated. I’m classified as schizoaffective as I have Bipolar 1 too.