I woke up at like 12:30. Could’ve sworn I set an alarm for 12 but I guess not. For some reason I was unbelievably groggy like it was 8 am, even though I’d gone to bed at 2 am meaning I got like 10+ hours of sleep and I slept very solidly too, was dreaming constantly. I ate some breakfast. I was still too sleepy so I went back to bed. I fell into an episode of half awake half dreaming sleep paralysis.
The dark entity kept trying to sleep with me but I would send it away which made it angry. It was very impatient. And there was weird other stuff going on as well. It would play relevant songs that it uses to communicate with me except the singers would be it and me instead of the actual singers. It is weird hearing you singing when you’re not singing.
Sometimes I’d almost give in but then a voice would say watch out!! Or something like that. Good entities, my helpers. They’d startle me back to my senses. Once it sounded like 2 different of my alarms went off which again distracted me from letting the entity attack me I know my helpers were working hard. But in the end it did assault me. It was so hard to break out of that half dream state. But finally I did.
I am trying to be strong I’m trying to say no matter what they do to me it won’t break me and I’m trying to remind myself of who I am so that their energy doesn’t overwhelm who I am as a person. I left the house to try to stay safe. I’m at Starbucks now and it’s a very nice day.
summary: Half dream sleep paralysis state lead me to experience really weird things and get attacked again. When I finally snapped out of it 2 hours later I left the house to try to stay safe and I’m at Starbucks now.