My condolences. I’ve attended my grandmothers funerals and my aunts funeral. It’s hard but in a way it was a way to say goodbye and gave me some closure, getting over it takes time though and I still miss them. Do what you think will make you feel better.
I’m so sorry @Ozzyskits .
Sorry he passed. I’m glad you got to spend time with him. It’s hard I know. ■■■■■■■ cancer.