Here how do i look now. I know its time to stop complaining but i am afraid that if i dont get better soon in my head ill really start to look very bad…
no muscles here i guess. I never was sportive because of the illness a bit wow. and my back hurts cause always so paranoid with the others or depressed.
but lets keep going, we should live those lifes :).
I understand. I get hard on myself too. I wish I were thinner and had more muscles.
Your body is just perfect! However it looks is how it looks. I look very, very different than before I got sick but this is how I look now. I am still a beautiful person and so are you.
You have thin ankles and wrists. I think that’s sexy
Anyway, some guys love exactly your body shape.
Focus on getting better mentally, later I am sure you can find a partner if you want to