I take
clozapine 200mg
paroxetine cr 37.5mg
clobazam 10mg(benzo)
All other SSRI/SNRIs worsen my anxiety and panic attacks. My benzo helps me go places alone and doesnt cause panic attacks. But my memory is totally effected by this benzo, i cant even recall 50-70% of the stuff in my head. If i attend a college lecture, i wont be able to recall most of the stuff the professor said. I feel like i have dropped major IQ points on this benzo. I believe my anxiety is worsened by my AP(clozapine)
Have 3 options
- Take benzo and fix anxiety but get poor memory
- Don’t take benzo and have bad anxiety but good memory
- Hospitalize myself under supervision of a shrink and change all of my meds completely.