I never go through stages or phases of not wanting to eat. I wish I did. I always have to count my calories very carefully or the scale starts climbing.
This is still the same. No appetite at all. I’ve had to start calorie counting to make sure I’m eating the minimum calories that is safe per day. Interesting times …
Not much is going on. I am isolating myself at home and really enjoying it. I am keeping a distance from my friends and honestly, I don’t like to be around a lot of conservative people. I am enjoying my solitude with my vape, music and work. I made lots of new videos, not sure if you saw any but I just got chosen for a commercial on Facebook. They’re not paying me yet but there is a big chance for the future.
Thank you. Honestly, I don’t know why they chose me. They like me I guess, they gifted me with some things then asked to use my video for a commercial, they will edit it though. It sure feels like a new beginning for me, I am excited but I have no idea where it will go.
It just feels like I am tired of people and their stupidity. I like my friends I met at work but we don’t see each other a lot and my other friends just I cannot tolerate their stupidity anymore. I am cutting ties and keeping it minimal interaction. I just don’t feel like wasting my energy listening to their insults and bigotry and racism. I don’t have much in common with them.
It was okay. I smoked some cigarettes and a cigar, so that was good and I danced with a Dominican guy. It was okay but I don’t think I will do it again. All my friends have kids and it was too noisy and boring. It was okay. I’m glad I’m home now.
I might go on another trip with my bf in November. If I actually book something but I don’t know what I want still. If I start making more money and become more stable, I might finally have the courage to be alone again. I’m not there yet.
Happened to me when I was on geodon. Was the weirdest experience. Seriously no interest in junk food or cravings anymore. I do miss that. Enjoy it while it lasts!
If you’re having trouble eating the minimum calories necessary to survive, you might want to go to a doctor. I know how much we all want to lose weight, but this could be a sign of something serious.
Bread grosses me out the last few days. I’m happy for that. I have really enjoyed healthy foods lately as well. I think I’ve lost a bit but the scale needs a new battery. Like others said it’s best to go see a dr but hopefully it’s just the lifestyle changes.
Wanted to add I’ve actually noticed my appetite dropping recently too. I thought it was excitement from new puppy but that’s worn off. I didn’t get this earlier with vraylar it seems side effects pop up over time. Hopefully I don’t get any more! Though the appetite reduction I don’t mind since I could stand to lose 5 lbs or so.