I had to move in with a family member due to me being “unsafe to live by myself”. I’ve been handcuffed and have tried suicide. I’ve left my dream job and home to live in a state that I don’t like with no support groups. I’ve been in and out of hospitals thinking that I’m finally better until I have a delusion and it starts up again. I don’t have a therapist or psychiatrist right now and my voices are just as bad as ever.
I guess I needed a rant and need someone to talk to. Are there any mental health books that I can read?
I’m sorry you had to uproot your life. Major changes are always hard for me.
If you’re looking for hope, this video changed my life. Elyn Saks is a doctor and lawyer who has literally rewritten the laws on the treatment of mentally ill people in America. She has schizophrenia, and she uses that to fuel her desire to change the world. When I was first diagnosed, I thought it was a death sentence. When I saw her talk, I finally thought it was possible to recover. This is her Ted Talk. She also has a book called The Center Cannot Hold.