Miika's babbles

Lounge
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I’ll keep my rambling and comments to this thread so people can tune me out and it’ll bother less people.

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I can’t even stand my own company right now.
Every sound, including my breathint, makes me want to scream

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I’m so worn but I’m too restless to sleep

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Is there something you have to do but don’t want to do? That’s what usually gets me mad.

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No not that I can think of

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Something’s on your mind that you’re not admitting.

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When I am mad for no reason and everything irritates me,it usually means I need to eat.

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Hoooo boy where do I start

  1. My brother is about to lose a finger because he can’t afford to get an infection treated

  2. That same brother is failing to hide he’s suicidal but completely shuts down when I try to adress it

  3. My sister had a devastating miscarriage and I can’t even talk to her about it because she wants nothing to do with me

  4. I’m having suicidal thoughts daily and I feel like an arse for having them

  5. I work two full time jobs essentially and I STILL can’t make ends meet

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Jeez, you need a break. What are your job hours?

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Yeah. Like your blood sugar is low

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9-5 and then as much freelance as I can get. Starting next month it’ll be 9-5 5 days a week and 6pm-midnight 6 days a week

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No wonder you’re angry !!! Dang

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I used to think you’re user name was ‘milka’.

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I don’t know what to tell you. Are you spending your money wisely?

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I’m spending it on survival

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Then are your jobs minimum wage only?

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Yes they are 1515

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You need friends who can maybe help you out financially as well as emotionally.

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They shouldn’t have to

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They might want to. Your well being is at stake.

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