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Microwaves

Ever since I moved into this house I’ve been tageted on and off by a microwave weapon located at the school next door to me. I must admit that I stupidly stopped my meds for 3 weeks cause I was worried about being fat, but it’s got really bad.

I can feel the rays coming in through the windows and it’s cooking my insides. I’ve also had a helicopter fly over my house three times in the last week which is weird cause I live in the country in a little village.

My partner lost his ■■■■ with me as I’ve been watching videos about gangstalking, targeted individuals and the 5 G conspiracy and Illuminati etc recently.

Tbh, I’m feeling very sketchy.

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That sounds rough. So your partner is angry with you about it? Or just frustrated you’re making it worse by following that kind of stuff? Are you still not taking your meds?

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He’s worried about me getting ill and ending up in hospital. I guess that’s why he’s angry. I just feel like I need to educate myself and be aware of this stuff though. I’m back on all my meds now, but I almost had to call in sick to work again. I spoke to my employment specialist and she encouraged me to go in. I’m seeing her tomorrow. The problem is that the targetting carries on at work. I just want some privacy.

It’ll take abilify a few weeks to take effect again.

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I suppose I just have to get through the next few weeks without coming unstuck and keep going to work even though I just want to black out my windows and hide in my back room!!

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Yea once the meds kick in you will be fine

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Off to work in a minute. I just really hope I can get through it tonight.

The voices aren’t being sent by electrical signals. I’m telling you, you can live in a room with inch-thick grounded steel walls and you’ll still hear voices. They exist only in your brain.

What you were feeling from the window was probably just the tangible heat from the sun.

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You are very, very delusional dude. You better get back on your meds.

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Stay away from conspiracy videos. They will only make you worse.

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They make me alot worse

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So I did my evening shift at work and nothing bad happened. @SkinnyMe, I am back on my meds. Have been for a few days now. I can see how what I’m saying could sound strange.

@naturallycured Thanks for the logic!

@ninjastar and @Jesse25 I’m going to stay away from the conspiracy videos. I’m having to watch them in secret anyway as my partner gets angry when he sees me watching that kind of stuff.

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Yeah they made me really bad

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I didn’t watch any conspiracy stuff last night and I’ve taken my meds this morning.

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I had to move on from conspiracy/aliens videos. I kept getting lost down that rabbit hole and it wasn’t healthy

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Do you think that watching this stuff is enough to make someone with sz ill?

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I think it doesn’t help. All my doctors advised against me living in the conspiracy world. It is entrenched in suspicion and paranoid stuff

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My partner doesn’t think I should be looking at conspiracy stuff or any religious or spiritual stuff. My nurse said to stay away from it too.

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Yeah I would say stay away from anything that could trigger you. I can see how conspiracy and religious stuff can trigger people. Most things don’t trigger me only alien stuff tend to only if other people with out my sickness can fall into and even then most stuff most people believe in about aliens is garbage to me. My only delusions I get are about Aliens are that they are here and built a computer and use it to do things with me and they used nanoradio bots to achieve what they are doing. I believed thy used microwave radio communication to the nanoradio bots in the brain to do what they do to me even magnetic wave communication like what they use now in the mines incase of a emergency that can penetrate miles threw the earth but magnetic waves are very slow that could take over a 4 second delay to reach 3 miles of earth or something like that. So yeah even the net while looking up science can trigger you finding something that seems plausible to your condition can be bad like the medusa device that most I’m sure have found on the net while even looking up hearing voices that someone hearing voices.Had put together on a webpage to explain the government is trying to torment them with the medusa device to talk to them. I was triggered once with that one some years ago when the voices started saying they are from the government and are using microwaves on me. I thought to look it up on the net and found the web page talking about the delusional persons page about the device and it took me a while to snap out of it. So yeah don’t even look anything up on the net that you may hear from your voices or you could fall into a bad hole.

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Yes. I think watching the videos is enough to trigger an episode.

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