It was disgusting.
It was disgusting.
If you really want disgusting look up Mr. Hands and his horse.
First day of work went ok! I am a little tired now. I think the kid I got was extra nice to me because she wanted me to stay. We had a fun recess and lunch and only the studying during the beginning was hard. The best part is that by 1:30 in the afternoon, she is already packed to leave and I’m not too exhausted just yet. I hope I can keep this job and not burn out by the end of the week. New guy still wants me to loose weight. Turning into a red flag. Old guy still can’t live without me. I will have to give up going to lunch with the debate team and watching a movie with friends next week. But at least I will go to women’s support group on Friday after work! Hopefully I will at least get the bitches (friends) and money problem somewhat sorted out!
That is awful! I can not believe the video is available! This is horrible!
There are several videos like this on the internet but I don’t go looking for them. I just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time…and the person with the “remote” was the one who wanted to play it because he is ■■■■■■ up himself…and it didn’t help matters that a girl was wanting to go back and watch it again because she “didn’t see it”.
People are ■■■■■■ up. And not in the way that they get off on watching people hurt them self…it’s much more likely that they want to do it themselves and want to see what it looks like. If it’s humane or not. If people will still love them after they’re gone.
Boy I’m hearing myself say “pray to god” when I don’t even believe in God who would exist while all these things are happening. Probably just wishful thinking on my part but I’ll accept it.
Please stay away from these people!
I left when the guy died. I said if they showed him dying, I would leave, and I did.
I went to visit my aunt today. She said she’s been really lonely lately, so I’m glad I decided to go. We stayed for a few hours and now I’m mentally exhausted, though. She’s got pretty severe Parkinson’s and it’s really hard to hear/understand her, so that’s always awkward. I wish I could have known her before she got sick.
When I was 13 on Facebook randomly I saw these guys literally saw this other guys head off. Like behead him. It was so ■■■■■■ up. But it was like a trainwreck, I couldn’t look away.
Nothing ■■■■■ me up anymore. Saw too much of stuff like that (never seeking it out of course, it was mostly from middle school boys showing videos to scare girls)
(Note: I actually recently accidentally saw a video of a cop shooting a poor friendly dog. It fucked me up FOREVER. I had nightmares. It’s still in my head. I’d rather watch unlimited people die then one dog.)
I’m sorry. It will take you a while to forget. People who watch those videos by choice are totally ■■■■■■ up in my opinion.
I’m having a hard time with rage again. I just get all shaky and sweaty and want everyone to die. I have violent thoughts as well, but it’s usually me imagining cursing others out really good.
I think if I was able to say the worst things to at least one person I would feel better. I just want to make someone cry.
if I’m a bad person I would like to at least be able to be viciously mean to somebody. Instead of bottling it all up.
You can always talk to me if you’re feeling upset.
This was my favorite German board game as a kid.
I remember playing Ludo as a kid…looks the same board!!! Very interesting @Moonbeam !
I could not sleep for some reason. It is almost 2 am. I will try to go to bed.
I’m awake right now, its 1 in the morning, forgot to take my meds, feeling very emotionally unstable, sorrowful and all that, it just comes over me, leads me to believe I may need a mood stabilizer.
I am filled with a lot of negative emotions as of this moment
I feel emotionally abused
Watched some african king fu videos on youtube, was never a fan of choreographed fighting, or even real fighting for that matter. No one wins, both people get hurt etc. Maybe I cared about being tough and winning petty fights when I was like 14. Yes I realize the choreography is seen as an art, but I see it as just being stuck in some silly 15 year old anime or action movie fantasy. Sorry if I offended fans of fighting.
I’m up a bit earlier than I wanted to be. I didn’t work last night, so I went to bed around 3 am, only to wake up around 6:30. After being wide awake in bed for half an hour I said to hell with it and got up, made coffee. I have to work tonight, so I’ll take an afternoon/evening nap.
Well, a week into the healing process my new tattoo is mostly healed. There’s just a few tiny rough spots that need to heal yet, but the rest is smooth skin now, I’m very happy with the progress.
I’m going to get a haircut this morning, for the first time in a couple months. I’ll feel more human again, especially getting this hair off my neck and ears. I keep saying I need to just have it all buzzed off, but I haven’t yet worked up the nerve to do that.