Passed my training class! I get 1 day off tomorrow to do my doctorās appointments and I start working next week Monday! Guess that means I canāt meet up with friends on Wednesday or see my therapist or help out at the debate team if I am to keep this jobā¦
My mom is right. More and more Iām realizing this new boyfriend I found is too good for me. Even though he is younger, he really has his life together and knows what he wants. He seems really dependable and will treat me well. I am starting to feel I can overlook money. My parents expect perfection in my life, but Iām feeling I want to find my own happiness and it is not like money will truly buy that. My old boyfriend thinks it is just about money, but I am starting to feel he will bring my life down in other ways. He canāt take care of me. In some way he is still living like a teenager. He only looks after his daughter āwhen he feels like itā. I am trying to talk to him but he doesnāt understand. There is more to life than food, sex, and video games. Someone give me some advice here!
My insurance cards keep getting lost, and itās upsetting. I have to order them from another state because I still receive insurance from my home state even though Iām going to college in another state. I NEED THOSE. PLEASE JUST GIVE THEM TO ME, MAIL PEOPLE.
I understand my problems now. I am too good but also too bad. I gain peopleās trust easily and they project their feelings and insecurities ect. onto me and I run into trouble because I donāt know how to handle it. And itās okay because I make them feel safe but the problem arises when I act out of their expectations or roles ect.
This was the major problem I had with my step mom before she was ever my step mom. I have to find tools to run through all her ā ā ā ā ā ā ā ā because she would act like a drunk person who just had too much to drink and is āsobering upā and rage at me for no reason that I could discern at the time.
@anon62973308ā¦itās tough decisions but donāt base anything on what us punters are thinking! You need to sort that out yourself!
Honestly. Your clever enough but I realize how hard it is to decide. You have your feet in both camps. I wonāt tell you what because you need to make those decisions but old bf seems a little needy and not moving forward. You need to sort that out first before moving on! Itās better for you and him!
Yes. Thereās way more to life than all those thingsā¦that is a smart move to realize that. Do what you think is right! Iād suspect old bf isnāt moving anywhere quickly too soon so youāve some leeway there!
Haha thanks I will try to sort out my problems with people who are paid to listen but my bestie is on vacation, missed therapy appoinment and no support group. Maybe Iām talking too much. I feel like my problems are not that severe and are maybe even pettyā¦
As Iāve said beforeā¦your so young and itās that desire to get into life I admire! It came late for me but your on the right track! Itās never, ever something to not ask about! Itās a great mob here and youāll get there!
Itāll happen. Keep some patienceā¦it canāt happen all today!
so i need to improve my knowledge of science for college, but i realized while doing physics equations that im not good enough at math to even do them. so im taking a step back and now working through algebra 1 and then algebra 2 and hope it helps me be able to do physics better
My sister and my cousin saved my ass money-wise yet again.
I feel bad for taking money from them, but at the same time, it makes me feel loved that theyāre willing to help me.
(disclaimer: Iām not asking them for money to feel loved, thatās not what Iām saying)
My cousin is also giving me a ride to the family gathering in the beginning of next month, and Iām super psyched.
Once every 18 months, my dadās side of the family (25-30 people) rent a location and have a 3-4 day long gathering. We have our own song that we sing, we have activities planned each day, but thereās also lots of time to just relax and spend time with each other.
We share the costs for the rent and the food, and on the last day, we āauctionā the remaining food. The more well-doing family members seem to have an unspoken rule that they let those of us with little money have a go first, since the food is cheaper at the auction than in the stores.
Iām really looking forward to it, because I donāt get to see most of my family very often. Iām sure itāll be a little draining, but Iāll bring extra meds. Shouldnāt be a problem.
If youāre repeatedly cheating on your current bf it seems youāve already made up your mind about him and are just not wanting to go through the difficult stage of leaving him for good.