I was sitting there watching basketball when the voices really began to rake me. They said terrible stuff like “you are so wonderful”, “you are so great”. If that wasn’t bad enough they began to chant “for he’s a jolly good fellow” and I saw a visual hallucination of a rainbow. I was considering suicide at that point and was really at the end of my rope. Then I found an Invega pill and things began to change. The sky turned dark and I could see a tornado coming. And the voices began to call me things like “jerk”, “loser”, “beneath contempt”, “stupid”, and then I relaxed and thought “man these drugs are wonderful”.