Sometimes I get sensitive about it and don’t want to participate. I was father dominated about it.
Have you tried making different kinds of music? Like different genres, different instruments, different structures etc? Different time signatures. Maybe you just are bored of the method.
Also, whats another way you could say “making commercial love”. Im not sure I follow the expression. You feel forced to be emotional and compassionate?
I love how music is taught nowadays it’s like they know every songs that are right for you.
I just wanted to feel more personal.