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Maintenance

I know how to maintain with my physical pain, but it’s hard dealing with the ■■■■ in my brain, but keeping it in made me insane so I let it leak out, got outta control and now it’s a spout, it fitters and festers and as it turns out I am sequestered, I live alone no matter the crowd, and every single thing has gotten too loud but I reach for the handle, and it may seem like I ramble, but if you’d heard what I was sayin, like truly heard that I ain’t playin it might be different might be contained but as it stands I’m mighty strained and feel like my life force is being drained, but what can I do but stay the course and be like the Jedi wielding the force…

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