I’m sitting at my window taking a break from modeling and I see a lot of homeless people walking by. I live close to a huge homeless shelter and the homeless population is growing in my town.
Anyways…I just realized even tho I have sz and possibly I’m being abused I still have many things to be grateful for. Without my SSDI I would be homeless or forced to live in a unhealthy environment. I have food shelter a car and all the tools oli need to do my hobbies. My therapist and case worker are for me and so is my family.
I get caught up in all the hate and negativity and I really don’t realize I could be on the streets fighting sz and bullies… I use to feel some kind of was when I saw homeless people but the truth is it’s grace that I’m not homeless myself
There are more homeless people in my neighborhood than in the past also. It is so sad to see them.
Going homeless has always been one of the scariest situations I can think of because once someone with sz ends up on the streets they are not on meds, aren’t eating or sleeping well and their mental illness will become a million times worse.