Apparently I wrote something embarrassing on Facebook when I was as I was and now they will not add me as s friend/contact because they are embarrassed and ashamed of me.
For not being productive enough and for being as I am…
They do not respect me and may not think highly of me but the contrary.
Itzzz “I do not know her”…
I have had paranoia of my family and loved ones.
My behaviour has been horrid although it was not me others were doing it in my body etc
Maybe in spirit I can be with loved ones
It is not impossible
My family supports me a lot in general. But, some time ago, I had a girlfriend who was ashamed of me. At the end the thing was going well, but after a few months I got worse and she could not stand it. She took me for weird and silly. So, I decided I was not as wonderful as I thought.
You can not stop people from seeing you in a concrete way. But you can choose who to be with. I do not usually be bad most of the time, but a person who does not support you in the low moments is not worth it.
I think the family is different, you can not choose.
I think my family used to be ashamed of my behaviour until I was diagnosed. Now they know it’s the diagnosis that sometimes causes me to act inapropriately, they seem more relaxed about me and less worried now.