I have it in my head today that I’m not really worthy to be here anymore. Since going on meds my major symptoms are gone. No psychotic episode in months. No hearing things often, even when I do it’s mundane stuff. No internal voice anymore.
My delusions are gone. I don’t believe that natural disasters occur when I reach out for help anymore. That was silly.
So I wonder now if I’m faking it. What do I have to contribute now?
I am so unmotivated thanks to meds. I have no sex drive, it repulses me now. I want to switch to Ability to see if it activates me, but I am afraid all the sympto.a will come back.
Just having one of those days where you feel worthless and doubt if you are fitting in.