Has anyone experienced that they are less in touch with death after getting the illness?
I remember when I was young…I didn’t exactly think about death, but it was like I was thinking I had to live while I could because my time could be up before I knew it.
After they put me on drugs it has changed. Its like I lost the sense of gravity about death. I can still ponder about it from time to time, but it isn’t present in the moment any more. Does that make sense at all?