My German best friend and i are no longer friends after nearly 8 years of knowing each other. It all started with him and me going to River and we went to this rock and made a fire and he started smoking weed and asked if I wanted some and I said no. Not to long after that he starts thinking that I was super high too and I’m like dude I didn’t have anything.
Anyways we leave and we go home. So last night I was gonna hang out with some of his friends at they’re house. We go to the back yard and sit on some chairs and they pass around weed and I refused it every time they passed it to me and I had absolutely NOTHING to drink so I wasn’t drugged. Anyways I started reading a book on my phone to try to ignore they’re randomness. I then felt really happy but slowly and giggly.
I eventually tell my friend in German hey can we go I don’t feel right in the car ride I started to feel God’s presence and that made me very happy and I began to understand his words and just almost anything. I come home and I go to my mom’s bed where she’s reading the Bible and I plop down and began to talk about God and how I’m feeling his presence and it was very interesting and beautiful. I then started to say I was cured and healed of my SZ and my mom got all excited and saying I was drunk on the Lord’s presence and that everyone’s prayers were answered for me about my SZ.
This lasts for like an hour until my mom walked me to my bed or the best first and then an hour passes. And I was just very happy and understanding God’s words and the world felt crystal clear to me. I eventually pass out but my stepdad thinks I was super high when I didn’t smoke anything but my friend again accused me of smoking it while he was high and I was like no dude I didn’t have anything and hes all convinced that I was high too. Anyways
The next day comes around and I go to two Bible studies with my mom one in the morning and the other in the afternoon. At this point I’m just very happy and feeling the world and how awesome it was. Nice feeling. While I was at the evening Bible study my friend comes to my house while my stepdad was there and started telling him that I got high with him both times and that my wife was doing all kinds of drugs when all I told him was that she smoked weed occasionally to relax only.
So he started to say my wife was pretty much a druggy. And then he told him how we lost the car and she had no car now when really we sold back the other car and bought a cheaper car with much lower monthly payments and insurance. Those three things was the last straw with him. I told him to never show up at my house again and said some curse words and how I’m not 15 and that he doesn’t have to tell my parents everything I tell him cause he has no business telling them all that. So yeah we’re not friends anymore even though he was the bestest friend out of my 3 only friends I’ve kept so far in my life.
What do you guys think was happening to me with feeling god and all that? Cause it felt like a spiritual enlightment. I never smoked anything either. So gimme your opinions please. Really need the help guys. I know someone will, y’all are awesome with supporting each other on here