I’ve just been battling anxiety ,depression etc. No real friends to hang out with or boyfriend to hang out with or kids and it’s frustating
Not sure the point of this post but been working in myself and feel pretty and been alone since 2016 but no really serious long term relationship ever. Always short term
If you like to read, join a book club, or go to a convention for your favorite genre(s).
If you like(d) sports, join a local team, or find a nice sports restaurant and become a regular.
If you have the money for it, do a college class for fun.
Try volunteering with a food bank, a library, a blood donation center, an animal shelter, ect.
Online, if you like writing, or reading, get into writing, reading, and/or reviewing fanfiction. You can also become more skilled at editing videos by making fanvideos.