Anyone else here not mind or even like the feelings of loneliness? I’ve been living alone for four months and I don’t really feel much of anything when I am genuinely alone. The quiet is tranquil, and I can actually rest or relax without any worries of interpersonal reactions.
I feel like a deadbeat most of the time, but who is caring? It’s nice, because no one is around to judge me for it. I know what I was like prior to SZ, I was a loud & proud, super-active member of the community. Not so much anymore, but that’s also not a bad thing either… slipping casually from an energy-filled life, deep into a void of peace & tranquility.
If this is what retirement feels like, count me in as an early retiree.