It sucks and i can’t get away.
These are bad people.
Trapped.
That would be my nightmare scenario.
**NEVER trapped @pansdisease!
Don`t believe it-and I know that for a fact… **
Man this delusion gets tired , god is evil , this person is evil , my family is evil , you need to drop it and try to get better.
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So sorry. Can you look for opportunities within your community to get you out on your own?
He is not fit to be on his own unfortunately Pans has serious problems regarding delusions on the pervasiveness of Evil in the world. He just would not be able to function.
I live in a screwed up place so I can relate some. Cops ruin victims and wealthy abuser groups are free to pick/choose amongst the ‘offerings’ (peasants) here. Only solution is leaving area if you encounter anything you don’t want to deal with.
Helped me to recognize other people’s suffering and just see the strangers who acted out & verbally harassed some as suffering souls. Lots in some communities suffer and got no help from disability. Takes long time to get disability check and some had no way to pay for things while waiting, no other options but take different kind of job maybe and keep going. Anger is huge motivator in these communities and make some people act out a lot.
Others just do not know the problems their behaviors can cause another. From a person who worked in PR/marketing without any crap from people, I just cannot do this work any longer and deal with this failure point. Had to start to work alone on advertising materials at home or work in back. Just better not to do any front-facing job where I have public contact as some in my community really stigmatize someone who got into mental care and cannot deal with this failure point either out of mentally unstable customers…There is so much anger toward some on disability check on some communities, retailers did not want this kind of clientele coming into stores where schizo may be employed.
What really bothers me most about things is having my employment threatened & terrorized by some who say I need to take a retail/restaurant job and just deal with it. I have physical problems due to my weight from sleep-meds/insomnia which would threaten security of these jobs…I have no other stable option for long-term employment but desk jobs and the nuts in my community sometimes pursue a worker for ruin for not taking physically demanding work. I got harassed/threatened out of one job last year because the owner felt this way…
Honestly, the ethics of my community have suffered badly leaving some women unable to live alone in my community with respect. Work sexual harassments and hostile work environment ruin female employment to possibly get a relationship submission, even for a single parent. Females are harassed by every kind of weirdo while out in public; many leave when they found out there was no way to use the legal system to protect oneself from unwanted male or even get the police to assist victims. Police here frequently make victims and ruin them…Women who came here to work were ruined in multiple jobs, lost their house and did not even have a car that would run out of here due to local car repair scams paired with such bad pay. I lived in city where some women were murdered in their own homes when they tried to stay alone & cops do not intervene in repeat community problems, then saw little towns luring female workers to town and ruining these people repeatedly. I had to move back in with parents after 20 years on my own as it is just not that easy living alone any more & female. The lower pay & higher living expenses are making some men very big pests about finding a woman to mooch, going to extreme lengths to motivate a relationship. I’m waiting on a friend who is in jail which still does not keep away the unwanted attention.
–Pans–hope things get better soon.
I just ignore the unwanted crap or misbehaviors of most of the nutty people. If they don’t get a response, they get bored. Even surrounded by a group of 10 kids in a bad neighborhood who were threatening me, I was safe when I kept quiet… Some of the middle-age and better off people are better even avoided as they REALLY use people…So figuring out who in my community acts like that was HUGE help for me. I don’t even bother with a lot of causes or group activities any longer due to having aggressors join the group & I just don’t want to deal with the problems these cause…I go to an occasional community event or pool, shop for basics & study at home. Will look for work elsewhere in a few after I finish a certification & plan to find work elsewhere.
Some freedom can be found working online or find a job in the back…Assertiveness training can open up more opportunities. Avoiding ownership of excess belongings helps in communities with a lot of vandalism.
Well you seem to be at least trying to deal with the practicalities of life although some of what you say I’m inclined to believe is a bit over the top. The parts on ‘Community’ seems at least a bit off. Anyway your posts seem generally better than Pans where his attitudes are just not consistent with independent living. View what he has written in the past , he is just not even ballpark suitable for independent living.
Pans: not that I want you to come away with the idea that the ‘parents are talking now’ . I myself am schiz , suffer the same condition as you. I have being living independently for about 3 years. If you want to live independently , your going to have to change your attitude.
I read your description. It must be awful to have to deal with a world like this. I needed a lot of help. Med compliance was useful, but I needed better defense mechanisms. So I rummaged around and came up with REBT, CBT, schematherapy, SIQR, etc. I found barely used workbooks on amazon.com for less than $20.00 most times, and I started grinding through them to see if I could get better defenses.
All of them produced in some fashion. The world out there seems less threatening now.
i only live with one evil person, that’s my father in law. He constantly picks on people namely me and belittles me for having a mental illness. His own brother in law hates the way he treats me. I am his personal gopher and ■■■■ picker upper. I take care of his dog i pay his an outrageous amount in rent and clean his house for him. Including when he leaves ■■■■ stains on his toilet.