Living on autopilot before sz

i feel like when i think back on my memories before sz i was living on autopilot.
going about my days in a predetermined way.
i never remember having the amount of awareness and constant overanalyzation and trouble with decisionmaking i have now.
its like back then i was just cruising through life but now everything takes so many processes that i am overwhelmed and just do nothing.

maybe my memory is just bad or its because i was a 15 year old kid when my sz started but now i feel like i have too much going in my head to successfully accomplish regular human tasks


I closed the book of my past. I got peace. I try to live in the present and i found happiness. Overthinking my sz is just telling me i am not Google.


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