The real reason why I don’t want to get a pet like a dog today is because I still hold on to the false belief that my father will be drugging and torturing my pet.
Although it’s one of my delusions I experienced five years ago, it still lingers today.
It really doesn’t go away.
Is this a problem?
I really want to get a dog but I can’t as long as this delusion remains intact.
I know it’s not possible but I can’t shake off this kind of thinking.
I told my father this and he is heartbroken and so am I.
He thinks that I should tell my psychiatrist.
Can my doctor help?
Most of my other delusions have gone away except for this one.
I don’t know if more meds is the answer to be honest.