Today I’ve been getting this feeling since 2AM of something bad is going to happen. Last night I kept waking up to the feeling I was being watched and then the worrying started. I woke up like 5 times last night and fell back asleep again cause of how tired i was.
But this feeling is almost making me feel like I want to die. It’s terrible. And voices have been acting up negatively since this evening. Ugh. This is too much today… And I’m worrying about every little thing too… 
I’m sorry, I get that quite often. I woke up with it today as well or maybe it was night I’m not sure didn’t check the time it was dark though.
If you have benzos and they work maybe you should try taking them at night for a while. If not maybe some other med adjustment can help. I hope this passes for you soon!
It’s not very often but sometimes when I go to sleep, I wake up and experience a sense of terror like a nightmare about to happen if i fall back asleep.
It sounds weird, but if i dont completely cover myself with my comforter blanket, I experience this terror. I have to be wrapped up to avoid that sense of terror
@Anna I’m waiting on my new medication to get here in the mail. It’s Olanzapine (zyprexa). My Resperidone has pretty much given up on me the last 1ish months now. 
@anon17132524 I’m just trying to figure out a way to ship my belongings that isn’t too expensive. But other than that I’m not too worried about it. My main issue is the paranoia and delusion I’ve been having that has been wrecking havoc on me lately 
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Yes same usually when I wake up like that it’s because while asleep I partially slipped out of my blanket nest. I think paranoia can kick in even when we sleep and cause nightmares.
My delusional brain wants to say it’s caused by a nightmare demon, some sort of imp passing through causing nightmares so it can feed off the fear. Sometimes I give in and say a little banishment thing anyways even though I know it isn’t logical.
Do you have a myhealthevet account? If so, you can track the medication. This way you’ll know exactly when it will arrive.
Oh yeah that’s right! I almost forgot about that site! Haven’t used it in like half a year. I’ll log in right now!
It just says it got filled yesterday. No tacking info yet but I hope it comes tomorrow… idk how much longer I can keep this up. I can survive til Monday, or Tuesday but I just need this to flipping get here like right meow!
So you know its been filled. It could come tomorrow, but if it doesn’t it’s coming soon.
Hang in there. Deep breaths. You’re going to be okay 
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