At 21 lost my virginity I had a girlfriend had a good job and boarded at a really nice house this was before I heard voices and felt this mental pain and suffering 24/7
Originally I’ve started at “Psagot”, Program engineering (http://www.psagot.mod.gov.il/Pages/default.aspx)
but my my GPA was too low and after a semester I’ve decided to continue in Atuda.
Anyway it was intentional for the punch, had to sound a bit grandiose and delusional
I didn’t get schizophrenia until I was 35 so I was able to be really productive at 21. I was a freshman in college studying architecture…I lost my career after I got sick…
When I was 21 I was discharged from the navy due to symptoms of schizophrenia. Over the next 27 years I was in and out of psych wards, homeless and hopeless.
Everything changed in 2009. I was in a bus when I saw a sign that said: VA DISABILITY COMPENSATION. I pulled the bus cord to get off at the next stop. I walked back to the law office. I told a lawyer my story; he said I had no chance. I didn’t leave, I wasn’t going to leave. Seriously, call the ■■■■■■ cops. I was given an advocate. I filed my claim.
Fast forward to 2012. I was living with a drug addict in a small apartment. Large package came in the mail. Opened it. I won my claim at 100%, and it was retroactive to when the claim was filed. I collapsed. Curled in a fetal position. Cried.
Now I live in a nice house on the Gulf Coast of Florida. I sit in my backyard and watch dolphins jump, manatees swim and pelicans dive.
If I killed myself when I was 21, I wouldn’t be looking at a beautiful sunset as I am right now. You never know what the ■■■■ is going to happen, but don’t throw away your shot. Don’t throw away your shot.
If nothing else, stick around to see how your story ends.
I was sick as hell when I was 21. Now I am 35 and its not better… Ive lost lot of time and maybe its my fault. don’t do this, try to change something if you can You are a baby at 21, believe me .
hmm, 21 i was pretty decent. srry if it didnt work out. only reason why i say this is cause for me it was an upcomming moment. my early teen years were very different from when i was 21. it wasnt perfect either. somebody did tell me that when your 25, nobody “likes” you. which i found interesting and funny. i was diagnosed at age 24 so it made me laugh even more the next year.