If I could say, the pressure and anxiety that society puts on you to grow up at a certain pace, at least in my situation, contributed to my schizophrenia.
I mean like when I was 19 I wanted to be older/more mature at least. My longing for maturity probably set back my maturity by 5 years at one point.
Now it catches up I’m probably more well mannered or mature than I would have ever been at 30 years old if not for schizoaffective and recovery.
There are definitely scars though.
It is what it is in the end though and What happened happened.