Life if completely healthy and completed cured (metaphoric question)

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Just a thought
Just a dream
Just a past memory
Just a cure to be drunk
The answer to find
The past antidote
And the solution of the future.

The gift to be given.

Running on
And on
And on
And on.
Spinning in and out of ones control.

So, what are your guys idea on being cured ?

No cure - step by step - need to find it - recovery is progressive - who are the creators of those adorable looking egg-shaped chocolate ? Etc

Is the cure your dream?
Your vision - once in a lifetime wish - a dream to work on - medical cures are best left to wizards etc

If you where completely cured and healthy and that dream became real,
What would you do?

And lastly, who or what had this cure to begin with? The say all end all. (Joking)

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Well to be a loner I’ll respond to my own post.

I believe finding a cure or recovery so to say is a progressive pursuit, but at the same I believe being cured can be real.

I’d say being cured for me is like a once in a lifetime wish, the dream of my love.

If I was completely cured I’d go to college make a bunch of friends and meet new girls regularly,
click back in the scene and picture of life
(The social reality) and drift away in that dream for a little while.

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I believe for me to totally renew myself is the only way I’ll ever be cured. Honestly I think if I went and st ayed in a remote tribe away from the enviroemtn and pwople I’m in my mind would have the chance to heal. I can’t do what I need to do where I am. I can’t loosen my sails enough because someone always shoots flaming arrows at them. I need a place where no one knows me and know one has anyrhing yo hold against me. I need a place I can expand and contract my mind freely without someone effecting me.

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Yeah I know what you mean to a good extent,

I’ve actually tried practiting some um mood tactics that help with this never ending idk place game and finding of mind that helped.
Don’t have the right words to explain it.

Idk if that made any sense but whatever I can speak fairy language too fk it

Its hard to do things with my schiz,
So I have to find way make little etc.
Schiz is kind of a waste of life, So yeah that cure is something I dream for.

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What I’m feeling with right now is stay down and do what I can compress my ego or climb out and try to keep my “mouth” closed while I’m up on a stage being ridiculed. Idk why it’s like this. Maybe my mind made it that eat. Maybe itd just in my mind.

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Yeah i get you,

Honestly at that point you can stay there and overtime there is a possiblilty of feeling and getting better overtime.

And besides that there is one thing that can help ya, but it’s hard to understand.

Since there’s just a thought still persisting,
How do I, what do I do,
Go back to my strength etc in the background,

So this is just something that needs to come in Your own understanding, it’s about giving up and giving in to it all.
In Eccense letting go,

You manage to do that and that the last push unwinds itself and you’ll be in a better place.

It’s a hard thing to do since it’s not actually something you can do-
It’s like accepting failure and defeat.

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Yeah for sure. I really don’t know what it is thst is being held onto. Probably the fear of losing complete control and being misunderstood and becoming psychotic.

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Could be it,

I think it’s fear based think your right about that.
Also for me it’s like truly letting go of my “operation” so to say in my head and to my illness,

You kinda have to really just give up in order to let it in and unwind itself.

If you let go of the formula to it all it falls in place etc. not to say like go mad or lose all reason or accept it all, kind of like completely giving up it’s overfirst the whole thing and then your open to the madman reasserting you
(Like being weak and susceptible)

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If I were completely cured I would take a more active role in life. For one my thought process would be complete so I would naturally branch out and get involved in more stuff. My symptoms sort of stifle my interest in exploration, without sz I would probably be somewhere outside the country right now studying something interesting.

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This seems what people do when they are saved in church. Ya know. I grew up Christian and still am but I like alot of that religion is about giving into your true self and letting go.

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Yeah it does, but i wouldn’t draw it out that exact way,

Similiar it’s not like a idea to think of or reach or god to look too or at etc.

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You’re right. I’ve noticed ehen I’m going through stuff I’ll attack part of my internal being thinking it’s somehow located there lol.

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This sounds pretty terrible but if I were completely cured I might want to never work again and just enjoy life. Watch tv shows at night over ice cream with my bf, go swimming, get involved in the community, and maybe do some light work from home. Basically I’d like to do everything I’m doing now, except with a place of my own…

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What I’m doing now, except more efficiently.

A cure is a nice fantasy, like a winning lotto ticket. Fun to think about for a few minutes and then I get on with my day.

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