Living with mental illness is living with an unstoppable force.
We can’t exactly fight it at all times
It’s left me feeling dire and morose
Although, we keep stepping forward towards reality
At time I give in to the disparity.
No more words I can string along to give me more clarity.
Psychosis gave me a break from reality,
Now I will never, ever be carefree.
Started with a voice so distant, so close
Now everyday starts with my throat, my pills, my daily dose
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*Whatever we so happen to believe is not the objective reality
- small of our senses do ben to percieve
SZ took everything from me except my soul.
SZ made me get lost in life.
The voice in my head initially my friend,
Until things flipped and all I could do was defend.
Mk-ultra electroshock,
Born a jock,
got no socks,
life was ruined,
but got no rocks,
suicide is stupid,
excuses unlimited,
made a whore,
but got no money because I’m poor.
You can do it:^) I have faith in ya:^)
Trying to get everyone I’ve interacted with to participate:*)
Jesus abound,
Did a 180,
Saved my soul,
Now I’m heaven bound.
quantum physics,
look at these desiacs,
I’m rooting for Einstein,
because he’s relativistic.
John Titor,
not a whore,
a glorified time traveler,
got nothing to prove,
I ain’t a hater,
show me the love,
I ain’t tripping anymore.
*I pray tonight Is quiet & restful without a peep
*cause in order to function right I need my 8 hours of silent sleep
I used to smoke pot,
not anymore,
I’m a smoker now,
I do the chain,
one more puff,
I reduce the neg.
I got the schitz,
it ain’t got me,
one more pill,
I reduce the disease.
Today, tomorrow & always I’ll be your positive friend.
Were all in this together till the end:^)
Violating causation,
I ain’t doing it on purpose,
it’s part of my disease,
it’s how I roll,
I got the lamborghini,
no one to share it,
I’m quite lonely,
biiitch please.
I went through my personal hell.
It was all in my head,
So No one could tell.
Until it got worse and I fell,
But no one will know when I’m well.
Black hole physics,
Quantum physics,
it ain’t so simple,
nobel prize wanna be all but rejected,
ain’t got time for that,
the singularity is near,
laws of physics broke down,
ain’t got time for that,
general relativity,
Dr. Einstein,
smartest person in the world,
couldn’t build a time machine.
You’re not my boss,
you’re a hoss,
Standard physics,
quit trippin,
this ain’t your backyard anymore,
you’re facing criticism,
your solutions are incomplete,
try again,
yet fail,
come back when you got game.