Let's get intimate

Honestly I’d rather just delete that time of life from my mind than try to paint it a nicer color. But everyone copes differently, I’m glad you found something that works for you!

My friend thinks Cumberbatch is attractive but I just don’t see it. My type is tall dark and handsome though, so I love Joseph Gordon Levitt, Theo James, Henry Cavill…smoky features get me every time. George Clooney is my old man crush hahaha.

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For some reason my delusions never sunk in too deep. When my meds started working that was that. There wasn’t any residual affect. I was always able to have a real world interaction with people, so maybe that has something to do with it.

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I have a regular appetite for being intimate. I was taking something for anxiety (celexa) but it came in the way for me sex wise, so I stopped taking it. I will take anxiety over no sex any day.

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Hi nick it’s funny how it affects your libido some guys stay hard after 6 beers others lose it for women after using its like breaking thru ice

I like emo girls because I am certified emo. I can’t decide what is wrong with me that makes me like dark and creepy ■■■■. Is is the trauma, the schizophrenia, imprinting as a little boy, what is it? Whatever it is, I like emo girls and emo guys too. I think I’m more attracted to women these days, probably because I tried to quit liking men because I was getting really slutty and at a higher risk for HIV.

I have a girlfriend these days. She’s not exactly emo, but she is on the “fascinated with somewhat emo music and movies” spectrum. She loves Nine Inch Nails and wears black t shirts with bands on them. She’s not like hardcore real legitimate emotionally disturbed emo/metal/goth but I sure as hell am a mix of all three.

I wear black almost exclusively and listen to Slipknot, KoRn, and other abnormal musicians. I am also a bodybuilder. I like dark and disturbing people, places and things.

It’s all confounded by being bat ■■■■ crazy.

My shrinks says that my workouts count as self harm.

You see, what others think it dark and disturbing is what I call perfect. I feel very unwell while not wearing my usual attire. I also feel really weird when I have to listen to music that is not at least rock. Anything less than rock or metal or melancholy makes me feel different and I don’t like how that feels. I like melancholy music regardless of genre though. For example, I like some tracks by Gorillaz which are darker.

I think that I will spare everyone the details of my sex life. Seriously, I don’t think anyone here wants to know about the details. I’ll just leave it at “I’m bisexual and I like ■■■■■■ up people as partners because I can’t feel myself around normal partners.”

I’ve had normal partners, did not really enjoy it much. I’ve had seriously not normal partners and I thoroughly enjoyed those experiences. I can only actually date someone if they have a disorder, apparently.

I lost my virginity to a bipolar and seriously manic med student. She was a nymphomaniac. I was a schizophrenic psychology student and powerlifter. What a perfect porno scene.

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What’s the fascination with not being normal. True out casts actually want to belong.

@mortimermouse that’s such a ■■■■■■■ great story . I’ve never had normies for bf either. When the game starts, i have to be submissive. And i have strong fantasies about my pdoc. :blush:

I’m a guy, just to clear things up. Luckily my doctors are all old men. How about we give me a young fit pale attractive woman for a shrink and see how that goes.

“I really find you attractive.”
“how does that make you feel?”
“Like blood is leaving my brain and traveling to my groin.”

Like seriously I would not do well with my type of woman for a shrink. It would just make things hard. Pun intended.

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:slight_smile: :slight_smile: i knew you’re guy. Can’t miss those abs. My shrink is twice older than me but he looks hella good. Seriously, i’ll have to work that ■■■■ out.

You’re hot :smile: My sex life is perfect.

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Sex the ultimate stress relief. Usually reduces the main stress which is caused by the one your sleeping with in the first place.

In end of 2012 I was still really bitter about getting hit with the illness. So I left the country went to Thailand and hooked up with like 25-30 hookers. That didn’t really solve anything though lol. Crazy trip… then after 3 months I came back home and started a fwb with a hot asian girl that was a professional poker player. Wed have like weekend marathons. Wed have sex then I’d sleep while she made me these huge meals :blush: . Then later it ended badly. More bitterness.

I prefer to just listen to heavy metal now it’s more soothing

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That is a long trip for such purpose :smile:

Well when in Rome… :slight_smile: it was actually an awesome trip many other non sexual experiences during travels lol.

i’m not gay but i find certain men more attractive than certain women.

strong personalities with character is what i go for in a man so people like the musketeers or the guy from Poldark, even the wizards from LOTR and HP i also like the new doctor who guy,

guys that i think i will get on with, i’d love that kind of personality in a women, big and strong with character maybe a 6ft6" women who i can bounce things off of and she me as well, it wouldnt be one being dominant over the other it would be the middle ground like a bit of both, it doesnt have to be one or the other.

i love women who wear those old victorian clothes and have there hair nice and neat, love a bit of lace here and there lol, too much flesh showing makes it more of a meat show than anything else lol if i wanted that i’d be a butcher haha

I don’t get this worldwide obssesion with that Benedict guy ,he looks like he had plenty of surgeries. :worried: no offense… i’more into DiCaprio type or Edward Furlong before he got jelly belly