I like emo girls because I am certified emo. I can’t decide what is wrong with me that makes me like dark and creepy ■■■■. Is is the trauma, the schizophrenia, imprinting as a little boy, what is it? Whatever it is, I like emo girls and emo guys too. I think I’m more attracted to women these days, probably because I tried to quit liking men because I was getting really slutty and at a higher risk for HIV.
I have a girlfriend these days. She’s not exactly emo, but she is on the “fascinated with somewhat emo music and movies” spectrum. She loves Nine Inch Nails and wears black t shirts with bands on them. She’s not like hardcore real legitimate emotionally disturbed emo/metal/goth but I sure as hell am a mix of all three.
I wear black almost exclusively and listen to Slipknot, KoRn, and other abnormal musicians. I am also a bodybuilder. I like dark and disturbing people, places and things.
It’s all confounded by being bat ■■■■ crazy.
My shrinks says that my workouts count as self harm.
You see, what others think it dark and disturbing is what I call perfect. I feel very unwell while not wearing my usual attire. I also feel really weird when I have to listen to music that is not at least rock. Anything less than rock or metal or melancholy makes me feel different and I don’t like how that feels. I like melancholy music regardless of genre though. For example, I like some tracks by Gorillaz which are darker.
I think that I will spare everyone the details of my sex life. Seriously, I don’t think anyone here wants to know about the details. I’ll just leave it at “I’m bisexual and I like ■■■■■■ up people as partners because I can’t feel myself around normal partners.”
I’ve had normal partners, did not really enjoy it much. I’ve had seriously not normal partners and I thoroughly enjoyed those experiences. I can only actually date someone if they have a disorder, apparently.
I lost my virginity to a bipolar and seriously manic med student. She was a nymphomaniac. I was a schizophrenic psychology student and powerlifter. What a perfect porno scene.