this is my first post and I’m using the speaker on my phone so excuse any typos. I was just diagnosed with schizophrenia and psychosis 3 weeks ago today. I’ll be seeing my psychiatrist in an hour. I’m embarrassed to come out and say that I’m schizophrenic. I’m afraid that people will think I’m crazy or sick even though I am actually sick. I’ve never read so much relevant information about schizophrenia.I am a 24 year old male I am confused about many things like race ethnicity money marijuana college girls. Those are some of the Topix I’d like to talk about while I am a member on this forum. Be on the lookout for me maybe we can talk in the future. I hope that my sentences aren’t making sense because I often fear that nothing I say makes sense and that I’m talking for no reason and the only thing I have going for me is my height.
Tall is a bonus.
You don’t have to be embarrassed to come out and say your SZ, because the only person who needs to know it is your Pdoc, and he already know it. The rest can wait until they need to know.
Your delusion topics sounds pretty much like normals worries, but good luck anyway.
Welcome to the forum, mac. The best thing you can do about being confused is to keep life as simple as possible. Good luck. Tell us how it went with your pdoc.
That’s good advice but sometimes your brain can make you think more than your mind can cope with.
Thanks. I’ve got my nerves ask bunched up now. I’m excited to see how this playa out. I diagnosed myself months before my doctor met me. She said my prognosis was correct. Now i take risperedol and marijuana for my mental and physical ailmentS. My appointment is soon im decidingif i should smoke a joint or not
I can tell you that marijuana is bad for you. You can’t change your ethnicity, money is a slave driver, and college girls are something that I could give you some advice on. Im dating a graduate but I have dealt with college girls and guys- I’m bisexual. Hope that word doesn’t freak you out. Are you in college? I am.
that word does freak me out actually I consider myself human and that’s about it when it comes to sex I think I’ll choose sex as the topic of conversation with my therapist because she’s pretty and I don’t get to talk about sex often. What do you mean when you say bisexual because I am only physically attracted to women but I have kissed a male on the lips before but I was drunk and I threw up right after. He is gayim not, I am in college in California and I have thought about the idea of bisexual but when it comes down to it I have no affection for men the issue is that I’m so close to my step dad that I’m confused about if I love him because I’m supposed to wear that I actually love him because he’s a man which makes me feel all confused but I know my ■■■■■ is meant for vagina so the only reason I even bring up sexuality is because of my sex drive and I live with my step dad and my mom who I have walked in on having sex before
You’ve got more going for you than that. You communicate in a clear, cogent way. This site is one place where a person doesn’t have to worry about owning up to being sz, because everyone here is that. We’re glad to have you. Keep coming back.