I hate money. Its essential at a certain point. The fact that humans are losing thier minds stealing money worshipping money and fighting over money makes me want to make a gazillion dollars and give every cent every dollar the whole amount to every kid with cancer in existance. I like heart…but well im excited for my new job and excited for a career change. Also i feel better than i have in 12 years. God bless dont give up! Well the point of this thread is that im a huge fan of heart and soul. My struggles would have ended with a actual "successful " suicide attempt had it not been for my struggle to get my heart and soul back…thats the point im trying to make do not give up the fight and focus on your heart and soul and the search for it. And get better 
I still make mistakes yestsrday maybe this morning whatever but my heart and soul are the reasons i keep getting better and the best is yet to come!
If u hate your moniez pls send to this bitcoin address 0x4jdi3pxp3pcpspfprcu44if83i3pc03nvk30
I dont really hate money but im in a talkative mood and id some some crazy stuff like that probably …i gotta get off the internet i cant wait for this job to start
I made some interesting moves recently such as ending all friendships…its not really mental illness becuase my souls back…and im not pschotic…im a weirdo lol
I gotta ■■■■…yes im giving my money to kids with cancer if i ever became a gazillionaire …hmmm i am though in reality considering giving a barista another 50 or 100 dollars although just once…pwrhaps its over the top…but i did do that about maybe 3 months ago…imlulsivity is sort of fun for me tbh…well its not hurting anyone its how my style is
This thread is weird the heart and soul part is 100 psrcent helpful in overcoming schizophrenia…thats absolutely what helped me big time
It’s easy to say money is evil and blah, blah, blah,
When you live comfortably with your parents.
Money is essential,
We literally sell our lives for it.
Have you ever moved out of your parents house?
I had oppurtunities too but i chain smoked. I dont thibk moneys evil…i am talking non stop. Heart and soul and the search for it helps in the fight for freedom from mentql illness
Your also interesting becuase i was the glue in terms of my family and i have no problem moving into a spot but i did and do sort of like being around…
@matthewj , you’re kind of spamming again. Maybe give people a chance to reply to you initial posts before typing up a dozen more?
Its funny too becuase now that i overcame schizophrenia my parents have been acting funny and i might take you up on that idea…
Everybody seems uncomfortable that my souls back…its weird…very bizaree
Not a forum but like just people its weird af…im outta here peace 
Come back in a year and prove you “overcame” schizophrenia. I’m not even sure what that entails. Are you off medication and have no symptoms and functioning highly? THAT would be “overcoming” schizophrenia to me. I had a 5 year long, highly productive stage from 1990-95; never thought I overcame schizophrenia though.
Well i pretty much did overcome it although i was hospitalized about 2 months ago…interesting…
The doctors let me do whatever i want becuase im a brainiac smarty pants lol well maybe not but thats my perception! They love me !
Lol what am i saying…hmmm…well hmm…no more internet…one of my friends wouldnt let me end my friendship…they got a hold of me they know my weaknesses its crazy huh?!
Im gonna be president i will save the universe and nothing can stop it!
I ran out of money back in March with no prospective way to make enough to pay for bills. Had lost a job and had run out of savings and was dealing with a psychotic episode still. It was terrifying and depressing. Had to fight my way out. But thank goodness my gf was able to help pay my bills for a couple months and my parents gave me some cash till I got back on my feet.
It was a tough time. If I didn’t have family to bail me out I’d of prob gon homeless or just suicide at that time.