Learning and realizing

when i first joined this site, I did a lot of stupid stuff like PM people. but within mid-february, i stopped PMing people. for more than 2 months i had found a way to cut my bad habit by cleverly using the features of this website. i’ve had mastered a great amount of self-control.

i’ve done something else to ensure i won’t do anything stupid.

i’ve been spit on a lot. i’ve made measures to make sure i don’t get spit on and outcasted again.
there are some things in life i will probably not ever understand. but i don’t care. i just don’t want to get destroyed because of them. i’ve been spit on and thrown out of a lot of places in my life. i will wise up and turn the other way, to prevent my own self-destruction because i want to cherish the good things and the buds i’ve befriended.