Thatās something I stopped doing, and that actually works - for when you study again, even in STEM. The switching between different methods of study. You feel engaged and you think about the stuff subconsciously like when you go for a walk and stuff.
Caffeine helps as well. Music is hit/miss because it can distract you by hijackingās your interest and then your time lol
No need to apologise, Iām in Britain, the loans get written off if you donāt earn enough to pay it back within 30 years. So itās better than rotting away in bed
When I was in school, one of the few things I thought I did well was get my studying/homework done earlier in the day. As opposed to staying up late at night trying to remember stuff when youāre mentally tired.
When I select my modules tomorrow over the phone I think it will give me a burst of motivation. Iāll do two each year which works outs to be 5 years of study.
Just talking about it neutrally has helped me a little tbh. Feel less trapped. Tonight will be a fruitful session I think
Edit. Iām thinking an exercise bike might help me conjure the high I need to feel motivated