Recently got off the phone with my ex. A decent conversatuon escalated to blocking each other on messenger again. Lol. So mature of us.
Because of my tendency to laugh in the middle of a conversation or argument.
I just wanna approach negativity and hostility Ina lighter way but he perceives it as disrespectful. When I just wanna take light of it.
Is this a special mental illness no meds can cure or is this normal for people with sz? I mean is it my character which has a twisted sense of humor… Or are laughing spells normal for schizophrenics?
Yes they say its defense mechanism.
Like a response to society that I’m OK when inside I’m just shattered
Sorry to hear that and that you go through it too.
Thanks for the response.
Professional help is what I’ll get. But asking schizophrenics about having laughing spells is comforting.
Like it’s the illness, it’s some trauma… I’m not twisted after all.