No drugs involved, just my natural hallucinations. It was funny I could tell earlier when the modafinil wore off because when I was playing with my rat all of a sudden everything seemed to glow with bright color.
So anyways I decided to put on some electronic stuff and just lay back on my bed and watch. Lovely swirling colorful lights. Everything glowing so brightly, at one point my blankets really seemed radiant like there were lights woven inside. The fan spinning even though it wasn’t on. The door paneling becoming squiggly, disappearing altogether, the door frame stretching to where it seemed as wide as 2 doors, the door vanishing completely. The blankets on my bed rippling like waves. I could feel the music. It was a very satisfying experience. I always found my hallucinations so peaceful and entrancing. I feel lucky to be able to experience this freely, and that I never got frightening visual hallucinations. Having a weirdo brain isn’t all terrible.