Just sharing some feelings

Sorry for using this forum as a log or journal - looking to share or have out a strange feeling inhabiting me. I have worked 5 hours today (from about 8h30 til 15h30) and since 20 / 50 minutes I feel like I have no f*cking clue of what I did or can’t give it anysense of reality at all (yep, I could just check on the files I worked on to reinsured me that I’ve not dream, and I don’t have to, cuz I know the files are there, that I’m supposed to be happy about the work I’ve done, etc.) Yet, it is almost as if a wall in front of me was either telling me that it already knows about it or that I don’t know anything about it; hence, I’m currently living in a rational where I don’t have to remember anything about the work I done and can’t think about the suite of events, that is things I would think would me normal to think after doing that type of work, what is the next steps?, what I intend to do with?, when?, etc., others ideas I should write down, etc.) It is not the first this happen, but the first time I have the opportunity to express that strange feeling. What I want to avoid at all cost, is having two lives where one has absolutely no relation with the others. Thanks for reading, best.

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