Jumping into the flow of the life

Has anybody just jumped into the flow of the life without any analysis and without knowing the future and just lived basically with instincts, I have done so in the past, not knowing the future, but living with these animal instincts while avoiding dangers and trying to reach the happiness.

Tough game. I think to much. Again I’m thinking about dealing myself off from this world. Happens every night. Really though is it worth it? Making a presence every day.

I don’t want to die. I’m interested in the track I’m on.

The end has no end. It’s a trap.