But when I get hypomania nowadays I feel that energy and restlessness and elation. But I have avolition as well and no sex drive or frenetic goals nor do I do risky things.
It’s like I have hypomania and negatives at same time. Or depression - but not feeling sad but high.
If I had depression or irritable mood along with energy I would understand it to be mixed episodes but when I have this high yet with avolition I get confused - is it hypomania and negative symptoms at same time? Or isn’t it hypomania but rather disorganised behaviour of sza?