But I hit another storm and tried to cut my arm again. I’m such a f***ing coward I couldn’t make myself bleed. What the f is wrong with me. I’m all over the place! Was ok earlier but now crazy again.
Holy sh*t @Hadeda. Cutting yourself is not okay. You’re not being fair to yourself… Give yourself a break, show yourself some compassion. Have you told your husband that you tried to hurt yourself? Can you tell him so that he can keep an eye on you incase you become impulsive a try to cut yourself again?
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you have a heart of compassion, wanting to bleed. you heart bleeds for yourself and others. express it. but don’t hurt yourself or your husband. he loves you.
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Don’t do anything that can damage you. I went through a period of self harm early in my disorder but now I just bite my thumb when I want to self harm. Sometimes it’s a little hard but I never break the skin. You have to find a way through that without actually injuring yourself.
If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International suicide hotlines:
http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html
Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:
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