I get unwell sometimes why cant you have some compassion? you make people worse when you bully them
That doesn’t give you the right to break the forum rules and not face consequences.
No one is bullying you. You broke the rules, got suspended, and now have been told why. If you continue making posts about it, you can have more time off.
And if you are unwell, seek treatment. It is not our job to guide someone out of psychosis. What IS our job is to protect the other members from those who will trigger or encourage delusions, which is what you were doing. Your feelings are not more important than all of those members.