It's midnight where I am

And I’m feeling grey, colourless again. Anhedonia I guess. There was a good movie on TV but I lost interest halfway. Read only a few pages of my bird book. Haven’t painted for months. Haven’t written for months. Feel so like a zombie like I’m hibernating.

I love the night. It’s nice and dark like a blanket. It mirrors the darkness within.

It just keeps on coming back. Then it goes away and I feel half-normal. Then it comes back again, then normal, smiling, talking, but grey inside.

Did a depression quiz I’ve been doing for the past year and I scored moderate. But I don’t feel sad just empty and emotionless and dead…

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