It's good to be out, time flies

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Been home for a week now.

Stopped lithium cold turkey, and my depot wears off today.

Tryna smoke less of a certain herb as it makes me lazy too.

Started smoking tobacco again after giving up for a week.

My neurochemistry must be fried but at least I have no sz symptoms once again.

Did my workouts at my home gym; strength and size lost after 5 months but I’ll get everything back in a months time.

Sleep is bliss at the moment

And the days go so quick at home. I love being free again.

I pray I never get unwell again.

Still lost interest in video games and films

But I’ll be back to normal in a month

As a bonus I haven’t even used any PRN benzos. And my blurred vision has gone.

The days will fly by.

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All the past delusional stuff sits in the back of my mind.

Looking forward to BO6 so much.

I’ve had the same gamer friend since 2016 so it will be fun to kill noobs in Black Ops again.

My life now will more or less be hedonism again but that’s a good life.

Chasing dopamine hits and pleasure.

The only difficult thing in my life right now is weight lifting.

I’m really gonna push myself.

The stress from training feels so good.

All I need now is to find my Mrs Right. And settle down.