I think I worried about losing mother all of my life and I just realized, now, that it really is alright that she’s gone.
I’m sorry for your loss and hope you can manage now that she’s gone. The grieving process takes a long time but if you can take care of yourself it will help it along I think.
You have to start looking forward, @chordy…
It seems all of your posts are rooted in past sadness. Take up a hobby, or join a Club. There’s a wonderful world out there and it’s yours for the taking!