It's all a game to me

I figured it out. I’m a brat. And I’m an idiot. I’m not calling myself names out of self hatred, I just realized the truth. I’ve been playing mind games, very painful mind games most of the time. I chased people away who could have helped me grow up. Now I’m on my own and at my own mercy.

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Don’t be so hard on yourself
What games?

I’m not being hard on myself, it’s just the truth. My delusions are games.

Dude you sound very depressed…maybe ylu should try to tend to that. I dont think its an epiphany i think its depression

I’ve been in hell for many years. There’s nothing anyone can do about it. I need to stop thinking about myself as more than one person.

They tell me I’m bad at the hospital.

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