It never leaves

You are ugly
Unnecessary
Unwanted
But yet every morning
Here you are
Sitting on the corner of my bed
With that smirk on your face
Knowing I don’t have the fight
Knowing I’ll just take you back
Again and again
Knowing I’m too weak
Too melancholy
Too exhausted
Nothing will make you leave
You get in my head
You mess with my brain
You make me see
Things no one should ever
Have to see
Planted in my psyche
Haunting my dreams
Settling in the deep dark crevasses
No one or nothing can reach
But I have a way
I see that now
Tomorrow will be different
Tomorrow you’ll be gone

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Sounds like my ex

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Lol I never looked at it that way…kinda reminds me of mine too haha

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As well as my illness

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Yep that’s what it’s about

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