I’m not happy with myself, nor am I happy with what’s going around the world.
I’m pretty sure that by the time I finish my studies at this university, all of my friends would move on and I would have no one to talk to, even on the internet. And even if I make friends, they would all leave me when they find out that I have psychosis. This is why I don’t try to socialize- it’s just not going to work. Socializing is pointless.
In the end, it’s not like anyone is going to care.
I knew that my life would be miserable. It was already miserable ever since I was born.
Please don’t tell me that things are going to be better soon. It has never been better for the past 7 years.