I don’t really enjoy the things I did since I was a child video games sports exercise
I used to enjoy these things when I was on Rispderal though.
so I dont know I guess I gotta talk to my psych doctor again
The therapist said I have schizo effective disorder because of my depression along with schizophrenia
Doesn’t depression make things you used to enjoy not fun anymore thats also a schizophrenia symptom you dont enjoy things in life anymore
The only thing I seem to enjoy is being social in real life and woman.
Not even being social online or online forums is that great
I only talking to woman in real life and I usally start up conversations really easy
but getting woman to talk in the right situation in real life is harder than online online you all have something in common. but in real life it’s like just shooting your shoot and if you score you score! i’m really good at that and if I miss I’m really good at backing off and not being weird or being salty I got rejected move onto the next one the thrill of the hunt is great for me. but a lot of guy frown upon me for talking to girls starting convos up the jealousy is so huge.
but like playing a video game all evening doesn’t intrest me even if I play with someone online
it doesn’t bring out the best in me.
so having to sit on my room and look at tv or being online really sucks.
I rather be out and trying to talk to women or at least shooting my shot and if I fail OH WELL onto the next girl.
but I don’t have gas in my car and I live in the country so walking to a social spot is non existant espically a lot of jail bait.
Talking on the phone is easy but I can’t find anyt numbers
the greatest thing I can’t do is find social spots to have chances to talk to women because they wanna talk to me too even streaming I’m getting hit up by a lot of hot women but I rather talk in real life
anyways it’s hard being stuck in my room being fat and not getting out ther and socializing when its really enjoyable and really easy for me. and guys wanna hate me for that but it’s furn for me way to ruin my life man.