I poured my last 26-er down the drain the day that my friend asked me to be his daughter’s Godfather.
I was a royal f****** mess, and had been suicidal for years. Now I don’t even think about it, I couldn’t go back to drinking if I tried. Even the thought of it makes me sick
Idk much about addiction but I know that I had to ditch friends bcz they smoked weed and it triggers my psychosis. Its legal here. I have a problem saying no so I just stay away from ppl who use weed. Its the only drug I did (it was only with friends, not by myself) and was never an alcholic.