i feel really sad right now. to the point that i can hardly move. sad and afraid.
Ive raised my zyprexa 5 days ago to 10 mg. i hope its temporary but it sucks…
Anna u might be right…sup bulgarian model…what are u upto…what time it is on ur city…??
What are you afraid of, Anna?!
I am afraid for my future, I am passive aggressive too and it makes me paranoid cause I feel like a ■■■■… idk, I am unhappy that’s all. and it provocs a fear in me.
Why don’t you want to try therapy, Anna?
Why are you so afraid to meet a new person and talk with them?
sometimes when I’m really tired I just feel sad. It seems like for no reason I just get sad and apathetic at the same time, weird right?
Tbh, I start to think that its the meds who make me more afraid sometimes. what do you think? cause when you lower somebodys dopamine, you can get a bunch of ‘‘nice’’ things isn’t it?
my mother is against therapy for me, Andrey that’s all. I have no motivation for it…
I am sorry to hear that. I am convinced that therapy could help you… even if you are borderline, or you are not… it can still help you.
It’s ordinary for meds to lose their power in times but not vice versa, probably not right meds you are taking.
should i believe you or my pdoc @aliali? my pdoc saw that i respond only to Zyprexa… I was very paranoid without meds. she said that she should lower my fears first. but yes, i feel sad now…
It’s your decision but I can not bear the feeling of sadness, if you want more talks about this PM me.
Maybe sometimes its just tough a beginning of trt or an increase of it? I want to try the 10 mg of Zyprexa, i am desperate. but if it continues like this ill stop it. Today i was even more afraid and sad on it, i dont know why…